Well, I said I’d but posting more content here, along with working on Aeonian Knight and other projects, like Mother Fureza – Chapter One, and Elena and LJ Vs. Chapter Two. Well, sadly, one thing has set into play. Well, two or three things. First, laziness has set in. Which is a pain in my rear, because I have all of Aeonian Knight to finish up and I haven’t been working on it like I should. Secondly, depression and perfectionism kicked in. I’ve been majorly depressed thinking about things in my life, and its really hard to just move on and forget about it. Sadly, this is affecting my art greatly, and stopping me from drawing in huge productions like I normally do. I’m afraid, I’ve become a bit of a perfectionist, and is not happy with a lot of my work, despite of the fact I’ve improved at least three or four times this year alone.
Lastly, I’ve been highly critical of my own work, not thinking its up to par with what I’m capable of doing. I’ve able in a 2D sense of making stuff highly detailed, as I’ve proven with some of my sketches. It’s just, I’ve been kinda off towards art, despite of the fact I have a few requests and gift art to do for friends. Other than that, Tiredness has kicked in, and I’ve been drained a lot. I dunno, maybe I should get back into video games, again. So, once again, after seeing stuff from art colleges and the like, I’ve been thinking of maybe getting some more formal training or doing something besides art for the meantime. I’ll hopefully get done with Aeonian Knight by next month sometime, so I can pick up a copy. That’s it. Later.


