And with a new month means new stuff to work on. Band seasons getting dangerously closer and today is my last day of summer. But it’s ok because its my last year. along with the fact that im going to vocational school makes it even better. Also every month, the banner will change. just to be clear with it. anyways, im gonna enjoy my last day of summer by playing pokemon stadium now. later ^^
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…mainly for people who’ve ever been trolled and the people cry autism
Yes, I’ve finally admitted it: I was once a goth…more-so a wanna-be. You see, this was still around 2005-06. I was 12 or 13 at this time, so i really didn’t know what the hell I wanted to do with myself. No one ever really came up and talked to me cause at this point i was coming out of my retard phase and entered what i call it, the weeaboo phase. Also during this time, I de-sensitized myself from a lot of things to the point where the only thing that’s scary to me anymore is anything that could either cause me harm(wether physically, mentally or emotionally) or kill me.
I’m not one of them anymore cause i finally realized that anyone who was extreme took it way too far over the edge to the point of satanism (mind you, i dont hate satanists, i just wouldnt want to be one myself). I also found, once i realized how kind they truly were to me, the furry fandom. So I just left everything in the dust and moved on.
With that being said, if there’s one thing i cant stand of humans these days, its thier inability to utilize the term “forgive and forget”. Yes, I like writing poetry once in an absolute blue moon. Yes, i like wearing a lot of black. and yes, I’ve desensitized myself to a lot of really scary shit. two words: big deal. I’ve moved on, and I’m just not scared easily anymore. Sure, if you pop out of nowhere and spook me, then my heart will race for about 15 seconds, but nothing really does scare me anymore. If you have a problem with that, that i was once goth, then just leave me be. Now then, I’m gonna get ready for stream with my cool bro Mr. LJ now. Later
this is the tale of the terrible thing
i will tell you about now
a creature game of black and grey
who kills you inside, here’s how
the first thing you see is intro you need
you recognize the game
when sooner and startly you check out your party
to notice a ghost in there came
it curses and curses them all away
pokemon trainers too
but after the last sequence in-game
something happens to you
old, decrepid, wise, and yet frail
you go back to the hometown
but after you return back there now
it all goes down to hell
everyone that you’ve killed
you see all of them
then you yourself fight the ghost
but then he kills you dead
ashes to ashes some may say
and others will just shed tears
the point of this story im trying to say
is dont buy anything wierd
just a lil something i made up
I just grabbed my hands on it, even though ironically, i was going to get neondragonart’s newest book. It wasn’t at the book store, but as soon as i saw this book, i REALLY wanted to take it home with me. And so I did.
this book is almost 160 pages worth of of the greatest works of of william o’conner, as well as both an encyclopedia of dragons as well as how to draw them. from what i read from his website, this dude worked for world of warcraft, magic: the gathering, and even dungeons and dragons, so already you know you’re getting your moneys worth. The only honest downside is the price: $26.99. But if you have the money for it. grab it: trust me, you want it
I’ve been kind of depressed all day. This mainly started at dinner. Now if anyone knows me well, ive been pmsing for about 5 days now, so mood swings always start drama with me. anyways, one of my piccolo players beat me at pokemon (even though she decided to be a dick and train up via rare candy hacking and workin on it while i was practicing). Now normally, this wouldn’t be a problem. But keep in mind, I’m pmsing, so everything i feel is automatically put of proportion, as if the universe is ending. So i try to tell myself it’s just a game. don’t worry about it, but when i go online via my phone, i notice that almost everyone is having my favorite fast food dinner except me, and no one offers to share. Meanwhile, guess who taps my shoulder and asks for money for the pool party the band holds every year: my mom. and she sees that everyone has it. trust me, you’d have to be blind to not notice it. So then istart weeping to myself a little bit, because by the time she leaves me alone, it’s already the end of dinner. So now i cant talk to my GOOD friends, everyone’s having awesome shit but me, and my mom happens to do this. THEN later tonite, she tells me to come downstairs and tell me we have no money, all because child support is screwing us over. I know this whole rant is entirely contradicting itself, but i really have to let this out somewhere, and seeing as though only a few people actually read this, i doubt anyone would argue with me, if at all.
furry websites cause too much drama. also organizing artwork by order of my universe, my art, fanart and the fap section. also gonna update the banner once a month so you dont see all my charecters everytime you’re here.
As for the furry website, i’m not going back. I’ve planned this since iwas there and i promised myself if it happened, i will leave. im only leaving fanart and whatever my bf wants up. everything else is gone. well, im gonna delete stuff now, later.
now that it looks all spiffy and cooler, imight start posting moar often c: i’ll post some more later, cause im kind of tired. later
why is it that when just as things calm down, someone immedeatly blows shit back up again? if anyone is confused by what im talking about, then ill just giv the TL;DR
theres ben a rivalry between lj and sam for about 3 months now. one of my friends wolfie decides oh hey, metalmario like sam, ill troll him :U. MM blames neo for doing this and sez he isnt welcome in lj’s group anymore. im assuming he blocked her at this point, and im just stating my opinion here: ive released a pandora’s box, and theres no way in hell ican close it.
anyways, im not getting into this shitstorm, so im gona head off to band camp. bye for now
thats rite, though im probably gonna bag the universe thing & save it for a wiki or something. anyway, mr. ljs gonna tell me how to make a gallery soon.