my boyfriend is gonna be using this site soon, so there may be a few changes here. thats pretty much it
Monthly Archive for April, 2010
im going to be as absolutley mature with this as possible, while still trying to voice my opinion on her.
now then, where to begin with this? iguess ill start out like this:
some of you know her as just another furry. others an aspie three times as utterly obssesed with a charecter from soul calibur as any fanboy. but the majority of you who are reading this and have come in contact with her at least once in ur life know her as… well, lets put it this way: the words “critique” and “failure” do not exist in her dictionary, caps lock is always on, and is in some sort of delusion that if something happens, and she yells at it, eventually itll go away and that everything (and imean EVERYTHING) is all sunshine and flowers to her. yes my friends, im talkin about princess wolf girl.
now before all of you attempt to OL lynch me, let me state my case as to why shes even in FA in the first place. lets travel back in time to june of 2008:
iwas just starting on the internets and had gotten bored one day. so idecided to go search some deviations under the keyword autism, seeing as ihave it. one thing lead to another and then icame across an artist known as bloorox1225. awfully nice artist and ithought she was pretty good. iwatched her and that was the end of that. untill the next day ichecked my inbox to find that one of her friends was being “trolled”. now at the time isort of had an idea what trolling was, which was bullying but thru comments and other happenstances, but when isaw her page, it was literally FLOODED with nothing but “troll” comments. now being completle ignorant of exactly what she was doing, isent her a few comments telling her im autistic as well and ill be happy to help her get rid of her troll infestation. this was my first mistake, as thinking back to what happened now, ishouldve just ignored her and leave her be. but because iwas a lil TOO nice bac then, i now know what they mean when they say “ignorance is bliss”.
later that afternoon, she commented on a few of my things and icommented on a few of her things, and it was alrite. but then people who were viewing my page were commenting on the comments wolfie made and aiming them at me. then one thing lead to another, and things got so out of hand, that she left, leaving me to deal with everyone who was commenting on her. after about two weeks or so, ifinally realized what idid was wrong, and never even attempted to speak of it again.
a few months had gone by, and things were relativly quiet (other then a certain incident this time last year, but thats for another entry). then about a month afterwhich the said incident, bloorox1225 told me to go talk to wolfie. now icant remember exactly what she said, but it WAS something about contacting her. ithen sent her an email, explaining everything that happened from the moment she left til then and about a new art website ijoined called furraffinity. this was my second mistake, as because ihad not talked with her for such a long time, ithought she would have matured since ilast talked with her. but after later that day, things only went down hill.
after she got comfy there for a few weeks, she started to post some of the works she had on dA on the new website. she even posted a few new ones from what ican remember and had improved. only a little though, but nonetheless improved. although it was not enough to get a positive impact on the website. she kept getting the same exact critiques she was getting on dA, and from what ican remember, she reacted the same way: she covered her ears & eyes, opened her mouth and said f*ck you to the critics and everyone whom she was not friends with. then about the first couple of weeks after my school let out for the summer, she told me she had an encyclopedia dramatica article written about her (note: an encyclopedia dramatica article, or an ED article, is when someone writes about another person who has done something wrong, from going as far as zooiphilia to something as simple as starting a flame war). iwent to go and see it. at first iwas shocked: this was my friend, ihad one of another friend here already, why should she suffer as well? well, after thinking about it for a few months, along with gaining more knowledge about this…. ihonestly hate to admit this, but for once, they were right and she was wrong.
now iwill digress a little from wolfie. someone else ihave seen has been more then likely down this very same path: my mother. from what ihave seen from her firsthand, she was just as annoying, just as whiny, and just as…well u get the picture. but after hearing her sides of the story, ican sympathize: everyone in her family treated her poorly, she only had a few close friends during her teen years, and the person she married turned out to be a clam-digging redneck who only cared about himself and abused the power of love on her. these things, along with a combonation of MS, trying to raise me to be a normal child, and a few economic issues that idont care to go into detail about really can take a toll on you. but if you’re in wolfie’s shoes: someone who is 25, lives with thier parents, gets drived to everywhere, AND has a pretty decent economical stand, even with parental income, iwould NOT be complaining.
overall, im not sure if she ever went thru the same things as my mother did when she was younger, but any chance of her changing is VERY slim. iwill even admit: itried to calm her down, itried to stop her from this downward spiral. im sorry, but usually ican get thru to people. wolfie is the only exception. and by the looks of where she is heading, idont think abything can save her.
iheard a quote in english class a few months ago by mark twaine ithink. he said “it is better to shut up and let all assume, then to open it and remove all doubt”(the text could be wrong, as inever copypasted it, so dont entirely quote me on this). ican now see what he meant, as this very person has opened the mouth, and removed all doubt. this is the internet; if you say something in all caps with a curse word before any and every noun, im sorry, but you WILL lose respect from everyone. and i seriously do mean everyone.
and one more thing: if you just so happen to be the person mentioned here and you get “extemley butthurt” or “rage’d” about this, then im sorry, but there is really is no other way ican say this to you: you must calm down and please do not rage at anyone for giving you advice!
basically ive been thinking of what to create as a story and ifinally have an idea:
Animals
Surpass
People
In
Everything
basically this story is going to be about a type of species of humans encoded as “A.S.P.I.E”. when these humans were born, they were givan animalistic traits (along with the ability to gain a tail, ears, turn anthro, or even full-blown) and have a remarkable ability to not only create an entire universe by using thier left pointer finger which emits a colored light and creating a secret picture-code, but enter thier universe as well. they were originally test subjects when they were still developing, but the project failed due to a secret plan that was going to require thier abilities. after this was discovered, the project was shut down, and the subjects were scattered across the nation(s).
now having these abilities may seem all fine and dandy, but all of them hav a weakness: all of them have heightened senses and just about anything could cause them to “trigger”, or cause them to go into an animalistic state and turn into thier animal, if not handeled properly. this trigger however could almost be anything, so if the trigger is created, the subject will more then likely cause them to not be socially accepted. and because these subjects were in captivity (so to speak) for important learning milestones, most of them cant fully grasp the social world, hence why the majority of them are pariahs.
my story is mainly about two A.S.P.I.E.s and a follower of them.
Austin helios–age 17. height: around 5’9. animal: marine dragon. universe: morze’. triggers: dark, oblong circles, the scent of artichoke and the sound of people crying, regardless of who it is, lack of striped hat.
Austin is one of the few people who you would ever expect to be an A.S.P.I.E. hes generally very social and has learned to cope with his triggers. though he always spends time thinking about what to add into his universe, what to edit, etc. though very dimwitted and often delusional, hes very gentle and sweet to others. will often wear a striped hat which helps keep him balanced and focused.
Anne — age: 16. height: 5’7. animal: 2-tailed silver vixen. universe: zhanguerr. triggers:any physical pain, mustard, a deep shade of brownish-gold (poop brown).
Anne has alywas been bright, but never once been considered “intelligent”. her grades are borderline and she cant really remember important dates. she is almost always seen with a green bandana somewhere on her outfit and if that bandana ever goes missing, she turns into a fox mentally, and her sanity becomes unstable. the only known way of calming her down during this is to make her chase her tail 36 times in a row. also shes pretty good at cooking.
Louis Jeromian– age: 19. height: 5’7. animal: N/A. universe: N/A. triggers: N/A
louis is not an A.S.P.I.E., but has always accepted them as normal people (due to the fact has been/is treated the same way). he’s also in the process of creating a new species called the isochronies. hes morally well educated, and knows about how to use self-defense fairly well.
im more then likely gonna make this a comic, so stay tuned for more exciting things