ok so im just hangin around online when my mom comes in & tells me that iforgot to get the bottom sheet. now to anyone with any sanity, no one would rly giv a shit ad w8 til the other sheets were done. but thanks to the wonderful world of my moms anger, that shit doesnt happen and my mom goes bezerk on me, telling mehow ill never make it anywhere, or do anything with my life.
now im scared shitless to tell her about any of this but here’s what iwant to do: after high school, im gonna go get a 2-4 year degreee in graphic design. then once iget that out of the way, im taking myself and my bf down to louisiana to hang w/ lj and we’re gonna make games, books and what have you. but b/c my mom has less then no sanity whatsoever, she will probably do anything and everything to try and stop me from persuing this.
now as strange as this sounds, the loss of sanity is actually not her fault: its actually her family when she grew up. she was always told that she was the troubled kid, she was the michevious kid, and after having no one else tell her otherwise, her sanity disintergrated, along with her ability to let thing go. now im not sure what goes thru her head day in & day out, but thanks to her, im slowly turning into her. and that is the last goddam thing iwant. now dont ge me wrong, ilove her like a daughter loves a mom. but from seeing how everyone has treated her, shes in a cycle that idoubt anyone can get her out of.
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